I WISH TO...!!

We all used to dream…some only comes true others just let go into the past and fades off. Likewise I also dream about something’s, which I really want to happen in my life.
I wish to have a family in which I have a sweet husband who loves me, who cares me.
I wish to have a big belly carrying a small life in it.
I wish to have the pleasure of giving birth to a cute baby girl... well doesn’t matter if it’s a boy also.
I wish to live the life in a small family where everything is sweet... no spices only honey
I know it’s too early to think about it. Let’s give few years for my dreams to come true: P
If it comes true for sure I would share with you too. Bye. TC. Have a nice day

LONELY GIRL

I am a lonely girl

Lost in the darkest valleys of my imagination

Noone is there to hear my cries,

Noone is there to show me light,

Noone is there to love meI am a lonely girl

The sky above me is filled with dark sombre clouds

Noone is there to give me shelter,

Noone is there to protect me,

Noone is there to care for me

I am a lonely girl,

Dark shadows are lurking behind me

Noone is there to shield me,

Noone is there to save me,

Noone is there to hold my hand.

UNFORESEEN FAILURE

Foremost I would like to apologize from the entire blog lovers for being delayed in updating my elfin blog. Thing was I felt a bit lethargic and had no mood to do any updates.
Three days back one of my preeminent buddy got accident. It had been long time that I haven’t met him face to face. Opportunely my mom happened to be there on sanatorium when he was taken to there. She told me somebody from that house had got accident and is being in ICU and cause of the mammoth horde she was powerless to find who he is. I planned to clear out who it is and visit him. Today when I questionate from my cousin I came to distinguish that it was him and he had been shifted to Mal’e.
Poor me!! Being a pal I was incapable to visit him, when he needed my help the most. I was unable to lend him a hand.

I pray to Allah to protect him from all the risk. "Ameen"

BE TRUE !

From the beginning,

It felt like you had all the right things to say,

But little did I know,

You were just a good mindreader.

I used to think,

A phone call or two would be okay,

But little did I know,

You just wanted someone to talk to.

You made me believe,

I wanted something different,

But little did I know,

You knew it was what all girls wanted to hear.

With a question on your mind,

You made me question too.

Was all this real?

Or was it untrue?

You said you were smart,

And i thought you'd get a clue,

Because the answer was

Always right infront of you.

Through the lies and deceit,

You believed it all,

I guess friends don't always

Catch you when you fall.

But the love began to fade,

As confusion took its place,

I thought love had to be mutual,

But it wasn't in this case.

Because your heart,

Began to love another girl,

And I felt it all,

Caved in inside my world.

I'm stronger than that,

But I don't want to take another hit.

You said you weren't like the others,

I wish I knew before what you meant and where you fit.

So all the words that were never said,

All the feelings you never expressed,

The way you broke my heart told me,

That surely you were not the best.

So now I know I deserve better,

I won't let myself be pushed and shoved,

You wanted an answer to your question?

Well my heart went from love to LOVED.

DEAD BEAT

Today was a tough day. Till evening there had been zilch to do. However something like four in the evening my aunt visited with her two daughters. In fact aunt and mom premeditated a shopping journey. Generally they don’t get time to go out in the night cause of this Hindi drama’s coming from star plus. I marvel what’s so extraordinary in them that more than ninety percent Maldivian goes fanatical for it. It’s same in my family too. All will be seated under TV just about half past seven in the evening.
At first aunt thought to take my cousins along with them but later on she intended me to go with them back to their residence. Guess what? That era I haven’t eaten my lunch yet. I was so much betrothed in face book that I more or less disregarded it. As soon as I stimulated away from my little computer buddy I came to suffer the starvation. So I ran to take a snap before I leave.
Within an hour I was ready and we headed to our destination on the way we had lots of fun. Half way I felt like if my bracelet was missing. That often happens; I can’t remember how many I have lost. That was my favorite which I got gifted by my mom two months back. Again we walked back to find if we could find any sign of it. My cousin’s tartan the roads but there was no sign of it. After a short time we reached the point from where we started our way, my home place. Unenthusiastically we went in and sat on the bed with no hope. With a swift look I figured out my wristlet resting on the corner of the bed.
Poor us! We had to do repeat the same thing again. Walk back to my aunt’s place. Without waiting for any further we headed to go back. Few minutes later we reached our target. Three of us were so tired and dehydrated, that we all made our way towards water as quickly as we got into the house. Following that until aunt and mom comeback we had party. : P

***ASHLYN***