FURY & FRUSTRATION !

It had been an appalling day for me. In the early morning something like four I woke up cause of gruesome tummy ache. I squandered hours gently sloping on the bed trying to close up my eye, but it was all futile. With the first cock-crow I got up from bed and headed to the table on left corner of the room and wolfed my medicine. Slowly my eyes closed and felt into deep sleep. When I woke up it had been noon. Poor me
After a bath I ran to kitchen to make lunch for me. Well that doesn’t meant that mom didn’t cook. Mom did but what to do, two weeks back when I consulted a doctor he advised me not to eat fish, meat and spice. On top of that, the old illness. Vomiting, headach, dizzy sometimes blood spouts. Everyone is concerned about me , seeing that I feel cheerful cause they care for me a lot but sometimes I feel like if I am given less importance in some case that make my heart shatter. Fact is they give me importance but I am so much occupied by stress about my wellbeing, the associates around me, some cheaters, some mournful truth that bother me a lot. Sometimes all those seize me into their curse and break my self-reliance.
In that case I get antagonism with no trouble. That instinct I never grasp what I say. I just bug out my rage to the one who is the most close to my heart who are innocent and who nowhere in the stuff. Why it occurs so when we never desire to hurt our beloved one’s but unwittingly we does that thing from which we always try to put ourselves out of sight. I swear I never destined to hurt anybody when I do so. Thing is I can’t have power over that temper. Insanity taps up on my head. When I realize it the whole thing is always flawed. That’s what happened today itself as well. I guess it’s not the era to tell the whole story of mine. If so then there won’t be anything left for tomorrow. Good day

***ASHLYN***

AN IDEAL PRACTICE !

From 21^st July to 24^th July was an innovative occurrence for me. I took part in a survey

which was held in Hithadhoo. Wow that was amazing. Well things went perfectly. I got quite enough number of new friends.

Finally sitting at home for few weeks after the end of school I went out and faced such a colossal crowd. I met lot of fresh faces, new personalities, and got likelihood to cram and attend to cases where there is bunch of peril, twinge and loads of extra stance.

Doesn’t that astonish???

***ASHLYN***

BLUES

I have never seen you. I never knew you. But when you came to my life it seemed like I got everything.
I myself never thought I would be attracted to you like that. The days you were with me were the most beautiful days of my life. From you I learnt what the true life is. I thank you for the kindness and care you gave me for the past 1 year.
No one ever thought I would fall in love or be attracted to someone whom I donno.I have just came across once in life time. But it happened. All my friends and people around me thought I would be with a guy who would be prominent among to the little group of us. But the true me was not that. Outside is a harsh, offensive conceited and stylish person. They believe that what I ever mattered is style. No one ever tried to find who I am. So no one realize the soft heart behind the callous face.
I put great effort to prove myself. I struggled day and night. Everyday brought me a new line of attack. A throbbing end. Even from the very close acquaintances took me off beam. At last they became a menace for me. Most of the time close comrade becomes your support but for me it was conflicting. That threat which lit that instant changed my entire life. It took away my cheerful life, my smile everything. Slowly I became to live alone in a corner. I stopped murmuring. I always stay still. Whenever I see those bullying faces they compose me more and more scared. Finally I lost true me.
Before I never get anger for anything, but later on anger is always on my nose tip. At that jiffy I never grasp what I say. But later when my wits calm down I realize my gaffe and I regret for that. There is no one to share things. I couldn’t trust even one friend. I kept all pain to myself dying hundred times a day. Today I want to go back to where I truly belong. But it’s already too late. I have no way to go back. If I want that to happen I would need someone’s help but no one understand me as to whom I am.

***ASHLYN***

IT'S MY B'DAY

Happy birthday to me......... Well it’s my birthday, but am not happy as much as I should be. I got lot of present, even a big party is going to be thrown...But some important things had slipped away from my hands which doesn't let the light penetrate through the dark clouds. Something which mean more than anything in this world for me. In addition to that I’ve grown one year old too. Poor me!!! Doesn't matter. Some good things too happened. From today onwards I will get all the legal rights. I can take my license; I can go for a job. No one would say I am under aged :D and many more
***ASHLYN***

RAIN

A hot, sunny country, with months and months of dry weather and the first rain is a big event .Everybody has something to say about it

For me nothing is more comforting than waking up from my comfy warm bed to the sound of rain outside. And the scent of that first rain, wow!! So nice, The streets I am sure needed a good wash. It certainly wasn’t the same as the rare raindrops in the Desert that send kids outside dancing and cause flash floods during their five minute downpour. But it’s so nice to have rain instead of sticky humidity.

People here get all edgy when they feel the drops. It could be just a few drops, but people will start running as if it is a torrentious downpour. Traffic comes to a standstill. Drivers get nervous when drops knock their windowshields. Roads get slick from the accumulation of greases and oils amalgamating with the rains, so drivers drive much slower, even if it is a light rain that poses no danger.

Today people are looking out the window watching the rain, talking about the rain, blogging about the rain. But they are missing something. The beautiful sensation of it.

***ASHLYN***

BIOGRAPHY

Name:Ashlyn
Gender: Female
Nationality:Maldivian
Date of Birth:18 July 1990
Hobby:Surfing Internet, Daydreaming :P


I think thats more than enough for the day cya

Enjoy the day!!

***ASHLYN***