Sweetness of Love!!!

From the moment we bind ourselves from two to one

A sweet feeling of healing and curing took over our lives

Yet it continues with the sweetness of honey and fragrance of perfume; with

A satisfaction that we are there for each other

Zealous love, care, support and the spice we require to nourish our lives better every upcoming day

Written by Axa

Craving for success...

Life isn’t stress-free
Spines prickles harder
With every footstep
I place en route for victory
But the greed for the honey
Laying far behind is more
The craving is more
Thus put all my exertion to move my steps headlong
With all twinges
Consuming all contagion of life
In this anticipation, in this yen
That one day I would reach the sweet honey
And then on this pain would be nothing
In compare to that satisfaction of gaining what I urged for

By Azaa

A quick overview of the status of my heart

A little courage

Slight liberation in mind

With the soothing of the sorrowful darkness

Which had conquered all my cheerfulness long back

Thus with the fresh beams of sun light

Through its intensified nutrients

Holding the love, care and sweetness I adore

Strange Delay

It was 11.45 a.m my cousin and I headed to Gan International Airport to recieve my parents. They informed us that the flight duration was 45 minutes and it was to be landing in the international airport by 11.45. But then when we reach there it was just 11.55 a.m. And there was no sign of any flight.

I dailed up to my dad's phone and it appeared to be out of coverage. Got nothing to do. There was no waiting room, and the heat outside was boiling us. It was more like we are in a frying pan with hot oil. A huge crowd had already been gathered to welcome their friends and relatives, who are suppose to come on that time. Everyones eyes were focused on to the watch and the run way.

My cousin and I got so board sitting on the benches. So than we thought of taking some pictography of the greenery. Guess what, when the flight reached it was almost 12.45 p.m. and when we reach home it was 1 in the noon....

I asked my dad on the way about the strange trip and I got the most funniest answer ever. " The flight was a new one and therefore they had little difficulty in flying it with the new technologies"...

BACK UP

► 2011 (1)

► January (1)

New Year, New Goals

► 2010 (13)

► December (4)

Things I like about you
Love is not gaining, it is taking all your loved o...
I miss you my sweetheart
Bitter Truth

► November (3)

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Entrance
Away from you......

► October (2)

Tik Tik....Annoying Right?
Sense of You...

► August (4)

Overhaul to a conked out spirit
Bamboozle by the feel of fondness
My Dream Boy
TIME VERSUS MEMORIES....

► 2009 (3)

► April (1)

I FEEL AFFECTION FOR HIM

► January (2)

Loving you was a fritter away of time!
REVERIE VISITOR

► 2008 (19)

► November (7)

Excruciating Love
When I am accompanied by him!
It drived me nuts!
Perhaps you may or may not!
Dawdling Tears
"YUP", "YUP", "YUP", 'I DO'!
DIVORCE!!

► September (1)

Month of Holy Quran

►August (5)

I WISH TO...!!
LONELY GIRL
UNFORESEEN FAILURE
BE TRUE !
DEAD BEAT

► July (6)

FURY & FRUSTRATION !
AN IDEAL PRACTICE !
BLUES
IT'S MY B'DAY
RAIN
BIOGRAPHY



So far these are the updates of my blog, since it took birth on 2008.



2008, was the most productive year for my blog, since it was the begining of my sharing my thoughts with the blog lovers. Furthermore, I had access to internet 24 hours and was able to gain time for the blog after my job. But the following year, 2009 became the least productive year. I took a course out of my island and I didn't had internet connection, so I had to struggle to access to internet. Viseversa, on 2010. 2010 became the second, most productive year. Perhaps it would have been the first if I had internet access through out the year. But I got the connection in the middle of the year, therefore it took a huge gap. And at present only i post discluding this one, but am hoping to get into more as events takes place in my world.

New Year, New Goals

It’s the 18th of January
The new beginning of eleven began
Few days back
But my mind was prolifically doling out
The statistics of the history
Enhancing those thoughts
Bitter and sweet
Thus at a point, a close pal
Counseled me and reminded me again and again
To leave the past and let myself in to present
Think about future and put my feet forward
To make my goals become visible in my present
There go the sun, it’s bright and cultivate every living creature
There go the moon, it cools down and assist us beings to relax
Every life has the sunny side and the dark side
It’s on to us how we take the decisions
And I took my decision,
Learn from the past, but leave it far behind
Live the future by planning my goal
And make a difference today by working hard
To make our future as a reality in our life
Therefore, HAPPY NEW YEAR
MY NEW YEAR BEGAN……..2011 YippEEE

Things I like about you

Kindness

Heart
Patience
Way of soothing me
Voice
Smile
The way you handle me etc…
And everything of you is so adorable
There is nothing in you which I dislike
The only thing is words are less and what I have for to express is more
I quit…..
Note: Every move and personality of yours is adorable and everything attached to you is beautiful….So I am speechless when it comes for me to describe you…

I love you my sweet heart

By Aza

Love is not gaining, it is taking all your loved one's tears and giving them happiness

Some people aren’t lucky enough to have the person they cherished the most, in their lives. May be this happens for good and sometimes for worse. Some people are lucky enough to have the cherished love in their life, but sometimes they cannot value it. Hmm...Must be wondering what I am talking about! Right? O.K. What I want to share doesn’t require an advance thoughtfulness to understand it. It only requires a heart treasured with someone’s love.
Today, I‘ll share a story with you. Some of you might consider disrespectful but some’ll consider it as respectful. Some won’t understand it and some will.
It begins, as follows. Once upon a time, there lived a girl and boy. Both of them were strangers for each other. But both of them were consecutively trekking through the same circumstances. The only difference is that they don’t distinguish each other and there priority and the scenes appearance differed. This journey unlocked a new start in their life.
The girl’s pain was uncontrollable. So one day she saw a guy online, in her id. She felt that a stranger could be better to share her feeling and her struggles. The person next door was very calm and understanding. This sharing slowly started to become a habit. They slowly started to share the simplest thing to the biggest. Not far long, the chit chat became a daily habit via mobile and thus grew a relationship. This was smooth and sweet. Both were very happy with it.
It didn’t take long for the dark clouds to invade their smile. An underlying truth of the boy revealed out and it almost destroyed their world. The boy and the girl were speechless. No one has words. But the truth of their life remained as it is. They love each other. But the tactless fact is stronger. It’s a relationship of life time promises. The girl tried hard to get away from her love. But she is so madly fallen to him that she couldn’t put even one step ahead. In return she wanted to go ahead with him, no matter what happens. The boy is so adorable for the girl. She cherished him so much. But she has no intention in breaking the built world of her love. The only thing she wants is his happiness and his smile.
You must be wondering why the girl loves him so much, beyond the fact you might consider mistreat. For that girl it is not mistreat, and there is no one who loved her like him. She was being felt so special by him and in front of that everything is useless. She cries to see her love with someone else, her heartaches, but she slowly swallow it. She always brings up a bright smile and request from her heart to treat his partner well. She understands well that his partner deserves her swetys love and care more than her. But then, the human nature, it always remains as it is. She asks his love to treat the other girl well, but she cries hard leaning on her cupboard, kneeling down there. Sharing her love with someone else is so painful. Her eyes are always welled with tears, but she never let him know it when she talks to him. She cannot sleep; she rolls on the bed every other minute. She jumps in the middle of the night and rush to her computer and look at his picture and stare at it for hours. Tears roll down her cheeks. But again she says to herself, that’s his responsibility and his duty too. He had a promise, thus he need to fulfill it.
This story taught me a lesson, it is not important for us to have our love beside us, What is important is love them and give them happiness, if you love them you‘ll cry but you‘ll never let them cry. We hide tears for our loved one’s happiness, and we cherish them.

By: Aza

I miss you my sweetheart

Time dart by so slowly

But my heart is pounding heavily

My hands sweat, my eyes sparkle

With the contemplation of this blooming truth

To sense you, my sweet heart…………

This distance, this time

Let it go as fast as a blink

Is just a prayer and a wish

I am waiting and waiting

Every jiffy transpires to be ages

For someone who loves and waits

Away from you, give the impression

Like if I am away from my soul

I miss you, my dhoooooooooonyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

To my love By:Aza

Bitter Truth

I know what I am doing is intolerable

Perhaps I am becoming a reason for the obliteration

Of someone’s saccharine living

Who have just begun their life?

But nothing is on my hand….

My heart still urges for you to be around

Knowing all the facts…

I still wish to be with you

What am I suppose to do?

I know the fact

I know this would not grant me anything in response

Other than soreness

I know, you could never accept me into your life

I know it very well

And I am very clear with that

At the last jiffy I have to put my feet back

But still I love you

ހިތްމިއެދޭ

ހިތްމިއެދޭ ސޫރައޭތީމަގޭ
ހިތްމިއެދޭ ލޯބިވާތީމަގޭ
ހިތްމިއެދޭމޫނަކީތީމަގޭ
ހިތްމިއެދޭ ޔާރަކީ ތީމަގޭ
ޖާނާމީފުރާނައިންނެ
ހިތްތިމަރުދޭހެންނެ
ރުހިއަދު އުފަލުންނެ ޔާރާބޭނުމީ
ހިތްމިއެދޭ ސޫރައޭތީމަގޭ
ހިތްމިއެދޭ ލޯބިވާތީމަގޭ
ޖާނާމީފުރާނައިންނެ
އެދިމަރުދޭހެންނެ
ރުހިއަދުއުފަލުންނެ ޔާރާބޭނުމީ
ރޭދުވާ ހޯދެޔޭ ހާއްސަވެއްޖޭކަލާ
އަންގައޭފާޅުގާ ހާއްސަކަންހިތްކަލާ
ޖާދުވީ ބާރެކޭ ޔާރުލޮލުގައިވަނީ
މާނަފުން ބެލުމަކުން ހިތްދިވާނާވަނީ
ގާތުގާވުން ކަލާ އުމުރަށޭ ބޭނުމީ
ގާތުގާވުން ކަލާ އަބަދުވެސް ބޭނުމީ
ހިތްމިކިޔާ ރާގަކީތީމަގޭ
ހިތްމިއެދޭ ލޯބިވާތީމަގޭ
ދޭނަމޭހާ އުފާ މީކުރާވަޢުދެކޭ
ވާނަމޭތިގޮތުގާ މީވެވޭ ވަޢުދެކޭ
ރޭހަނދާތަރިތަރިތަކާ ގައިމުހެކިވާނެޔޭ
ނެތްމެޔޭ ފޮރުވުމެއް ގައިމެ ފެންނާނެޔޭ
ބީހިލަންގަސްތުކޮށް ހިތްމަގޭ ބޭނުމީ
ގާތްވެލަން މަސްތުގާ ހިތްމިރޭބޭނުމީ
ހިތްމިއެދޭމަންޒިލޭތީމަގޭ
ހިތްމިއެދޭޔާރަކީ ތީމަގޭ
ހިތްމިއެދޭ ސޫރައޭތީމަގޭ
ހިތްމިއެދޭ ލޯބިވާތީމަގޭ
ޖާނާމީފުރާނައިންނެ
އެދިމަރުދޭހެންނެ
ރުހިއަދުއުފަލުންނެ ޔާރާބޭނުމީ
ހިތްމިއެދޭ ސޫރައޭތީމަގޭ
ހިތްމިއެދޭ ލޯބިވާތީމަގޭ

Entrance

I was in grief

Peace seemed like to be vanished away for prolong era

However, my eyes and lips smiled

Nevertheless my heart sobbed

Inside and inside, I was being shattered

I rushed from one door to another

Hunting for a cover

But the shade showed up

All the way piloted to those murky hurricane

As a final point, I communal it with my relatives

This fabricated up a sturdy consciousness

To accumulate my optimism

Subsequent to these advices

I attempted to remodel myself

Still, at certain accidents, I stab down to soil

My hazy revelation can’t discover any one forthcoming

Far, far away distance

To assist me and support my deteriorated legs

Hence, some time ago my eyes wedged up a figure

Who got me off, and abetted me

Then on, for all time I found him by my side

To grip me, before I crumple down.

Away from you......

Been few miles away from you

Hurt me so much

My heart throbs heavily

My jaws quaver hastily

And my legs are weak

These rough and mysterious sensations

Rules all the way through my veins

I am in need of medication

But the pill for this ailment

Resides few mile away from me

By:Aza

Dedicated to my sweetheart

I Love You

Tik Tik....Annoying Right?

We spent hours talking

But never felt that this day would emerge….

We all are in need of each other

Thus, there is no way to support

However, the small icon on our hand

Which we use daily hoping to share our grief

In a hope to tranquil our mind

Fail us at the very noteworthy era

With the ‘tik’ ‘tik’ sound

Suppressing our voices beneath this sound

NOTE: From where does this 'tik' 'tik' sound appears?

Sense of You...

Little by little, I sensed the value of you

Spaced out from you, spending jiffy,

Give me the impression as if ages have passed away

Holding your hands, standing beside you

Gazing into your eyes

In no way allow me discern, how time go by

Startled and freaked out

I had a glimpse on to my watch

Discovering out the discarded actuality

My heart happened to pound heavily

Become conscious of the fact that time has come within reach of

For you to depart…

My heart resisted to let you walk away

Although doesn’t want you to leave my hand for a moment

At last I have to admit this reality

I have to let you go off

In the optimism to see you

On the very next day

Capturing all the lovable moments

In my heart and wits

Visualizing them throughout the night

Until you come back again to soothe me

With your tender touches

Dedicated to my sweet heart

From Aza

Overhaul to a conked out spirit

I utter to him
He utters to me.
My sensitivity, it engorges
and solicits to be gratis.
Does he distinguish what's turn out to be of me?
He slaps and thrust
thumps in abundance
I make out damn well, that it possibly will mar more.
I attempted not to sob and not illustrate the ache
But insightfully down I identify he's captivating this amusement.
To me he's ideal but oh so extremely futile.
I will by no means, ever over draw closer this soreness.
I'm nil but a blow bag, to satisfy his antagonism’s eagerness
I clutch my armrest, and shuffle off to my family.
They inquire what's erroneous
I lie and articulate I knock down.
Why do I persistently set off throughout with this agony?
These moans are for him, and so as to I anticipate he knows.
These sentiments, this soreness... why ought to it demonstrate?
If I conceal it away, I'd be deceitful to myself.
He's offensive and pitiless
And my folks commence to be troubled
They're alarmed that he'll grounds the decease of me.
It fetch me to snuffle, because I distinguish that they're precise.
They say "Tread out of bed!" They advise me to brawl!
I enlighten them the reality "I won’t be able to"
It would shred me away from each other.
So I toddle off to my room, and undertake to patch up my kaput heart
But for how long ?

By aza

Bamboozle by the feel of fondness

I came home tattered and battered
I was down and out puzzled
How could a person I had cherished
Clutch my flimsy heart to misuse
He persistently said "you're the one for me"
And I felt too profoundly to glimpse
The tactless fiend
He would soon twirl out to subsist

You'd assume one more sickbay stopover would accomplish it
No added blows, no added smacks
But I went back to the equivalent chap
One more dreadful gaze, one more flap crash
I was blinded by the acidic ecstasy
But how could you find irresistible on a person that performs this

I, as a final point, menace to abscond and dig up sensibly
He assumed he'll change, just one more one, of his deceit
He said his rage dilemma will set off
And he beseech for me to hang about
But why I stayed, no one be familiar with
This offensive life is what I had prefered
But not anymore……..

By: Aza

My Dream Boy

I like people who are

more than 5. 2"

understanding

caring

give me love

try to solve problems by talking

talks sweetly

cuddling

good looking

educated

responsible

consider me as a friend before lover

respect friends

exchange thoughts

have sometime together

have sometime with friends

pray five times a day

respect my thoughts, although does not like it

be politely

express views

trust me

By aza

TIME VERSUS MEMORIES....

A young lady,

missing the pieces of life,

trying to collect the scattered pictorials,

to reunite them



A hope in her

to look back on to

those beautiful memories

she had



A tear rolled

down her cheek

as she remember

those sweet moments

those cuddles

those laughs hahahaaaa!!!



Time never stays as it is

not for long

phases of life changes

social relationships grow

and some are left behind



The young lady asked her self

"where are those chit chat mates?"

no reply came back



either she had gone too far

or they had...

But one fact left with her is

she misses them,

she is left all alone,

she needs them,

and she is in search of them

However, practically she cannot roll back time

what she could do is stick with those memory

wishing them happiness......

By Aza

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