Excruciating Love

Surveillance you athwart the extent

propel sweltering ache in my heart.
I reflect flipside to a year before,
when I notion we'd never split.
My affection for you won't pass away behind -
it rise with every fresh day.
I desire you'd defy to gaze at me
and heed what I enclose to utter;
"I adore you and I want you back - "
but these lexis you just won't listen.
You don't appear to consider them -
all the reminiscences I grasp dear.
You were my original kiss,
my foremost love
and currently you don't even be bothered.
How could you in a minute gust it away?
We were the ideal duo.
You look comfortable to let me walk off -
You're doing superior as you are,
while I'm motionless missing how we were.
We had the unsurpassed love by extreme.

***@><@***

When I am accompanied by him!

An interior harmony ambiance me,
gratification in my spirit.
A love that I have hunted for,
precise since the awfully instigate.

The composure I undergo in me,
The longing pro his pat.
His balmy and tender kisses,
they imply a lot.

An internal potency inside me,
One I’ve on no account experienced prior
So pleased for what I’m sensing,
At this instant and yet further.

Not a day depart by that I don’t discover,
What love is exclusively about?
Seizing on to what is exceptional.
Never philanthropic in to distrust.

These feelings I grasp profound indoors,
And the love I have to allocate.
tip from my spirit so liberally,
on every occasion he is nearby.

***@><@***

It drived me nuts!

I once cherished you so greatly

and pro so long.

Why did you abscond

when I did zilch erroneous?
Your grin was once the sun

on a sinister, showery day.

It would lucid up the sky

and uphold it from being hoary.
Your eyes were once the burnish

of the world's lustrous luminosity.

Or were they the blinking luminary

that once crammed the hours of darkness?
Your hand once had supremacy

to confer me the softest tap.

They'd always give me a trivial quiver,

which is why I treasured them so greatly.
Your clinch were once the remedy

that’d alter a grimace to merriment.

A shiver would scuttle throughout my body

every instant I sense your love in close proximity.
Your kisses were once the breeze

they were unsullied and brisk adjacent to my face.

They were mild, so placid;

it’s something no one will reinstate.
But, now you are fond of someone else,

and it's driving me insane.

Although it's over for us,

the love we had still leftovers.
And so I enlighten myself

in no way again will I sob.

You were once the whole lot to me,

that I can't rebuff.
But I couldn't keep my swear

and bust out in snivel.

The hours I've cried feel like days,

the days feel akin to years.
As I inter my face in the cushion,

and weep my heart out and lament,

I've erudite to never give away love

if I don't obtain love in revisit.

***@><@***

Perhaps you may or may not!

I don't assume you will

Ever wholly comprehend

How you've patted my life

And completed me who I am.

I don't judge you could eternally distinguish

Just how truthfully exceptional you are

That even on the murkiest night

You are my dazzling star.

I don't suppose you will ever effusively grasp

How you've made my thoughts appear factual

Or how you've unbolted my sensitivity

To love and the marvels it can carry out.

You've permitted me to practice

Something extremely durable to hit upon

Unreserved love that subsists

In my body, essence, and wits.

I don't presume you may possibly ever sense

All the love I have to bestow

And I'm persuaded you'll never befall conscious

You've been my determination to survive.

You are an astounding being

And devoid of you I don't discern where I'd be.

Having you in my verve

Inclusive and accomplish every fraction of me.

***@><@***

Dawdling Tears

I stare up
As a tear spins at a snail's pace

down my cheek
I think about superior days
And marvel if I'll sense that way again
You glance at me
With those eyes I be acquainted with so well
Constantly solemn, so cavernous and perceptive
As though you're always in control
But not at the moment
Not at this time
Now you look so terrified
Like for once you don't have the retort
I gaze at you
Staring profound into those hazel eyes
On tenterhooks to comprehend
Why you've said those stuff you did
I speculate for a instant
If this is all
A figment of the imagination
If I shall wake in the cock-crow
And be reassured
You look at me
With a bafflement I have never seen
Leisurely heave me towards you
And dab the tears from my cheek

"YUP", "YUP", "YUP", 'I DO'!

My elation is brimming,
You got down on your knees

And have ostensible perpetually

Your exceptional love intended for me.

There was no fluctuation,

The jiffy I said “yup,”

And bestowed life to the feelings

I’m yearning to utter.

I confer myself entirely,

My spirit belongs to you;

I’m including every flash

In Anticipation of we say “I do.”

You are the ideal personality

To accolade my life;

There’ll subsist no brighter day than

When I become your consort.

***@><@***

DIVORCE!!

Urgh! Divorce a common word among Maldivians. Right?
A couple steps into the holly relation of marriage with lots of hope, dreams and foremost with boundless love. Then what is the reason for them to come up with the word divorce just within few months or years of their relation.
I asked myself a hundred times this question but came up with the same points each time.. I would like to share it with you too.

· Early marriage
· Too much engaged in professional life
· First baby

EARLY MARRIAGE:-
Longtime back, during the time of our ancestors, marriage was a common cultural activity. When a girl turns fifteen her parents give her hand to someone whom she even don’t know. And finally what happens? It brings out throbbing outcomes. The girl becomes pregnant within a month of her new life, and everything changes. Husband gets upset as the girl couldn’t come up to his expectation. Finally it leads to an argument which ends with the word “vari kohfa”. After delivery she marries to another man.. So on it goes.
And what about today everyone has dreams. Before marriage boyfriend will promise to bring the stars on the sky even. Though so when you enter the real life you would come to see everything a dream. Now he is your husband, so from then onwards he will say a big no to all your enjoyment. And your dreams will remain as dreams which will create a wall in between the lovely couple. As soon as the wall is created its one of the hardest thing to b removed and mostly it takes both of them to the seats in front of the judge and within minutes the two souls separate and head off onto their own way and never looks back.

PROFESSIONAL LIFE
When both husband and wife engage themselves in professional life sometimes they might not be able to give time to each other for so long that it creates misunderstanding between them. Most of the people in Maldives work in private companies which doesn’t have particular time for work. Sometimes it goes from morning nine to night eleven. This brings the companies number of income but the lives of the couple with lot of problems. And the couple doesn’t have enough time for each other and finally cause the love in between them to fade off.

FIRST NEW BORN BABY
A baby brings lot of fortune and dreams to a couple’s life. When the first time the doctor confirms that the wife is expecting they jumps up into air with excitement. They dreams about the baby all the day throughout the nine months and do lot of shopping. Once when the baby breaths in the air of this environment things change. For the first few months always there would be some relatives inside the couple’s room and they would never get time to spend together with each other alone. This causes the husband to feel left alone. In addition to this the expense also increase and sometimes that also lead to an argument.

***ASHLYN***